Cine sunt eu? E destul de simplu, imi place sa cred.

Cuvinte? Prea inutile pentru a spune mare lucru despre mine… Sunt ceea ce tu nu poti sa iti imaginezi, exist prin ceea ce nu oricine poate vedea… sunt acolo unde nu ai crede ca pot fi… sfidez legile… sfidez viata… Si ea totusi ma iubeste.

Cateodata am sufletul unui om nebun.  Imi urasc defectele, imi iubesc calitatile si imi regret greselile… Dar am invatat sa traiesc cu ele. Cateodata dorm prea mult, ma culc prea tarziu, visez cu ochii deschisi… Si  totusi traiesc… Nu regret tot ce viata a trezit intr-o zi in mine.
Adesea mi-am simtit sufletul alaturi de trup.Adesea l-am simtit departe, adesea fara rost si fara capatai… Am cautat tainele sufletului in natura, in zambete, in idei. Dar el e hoinar, nu le tinea tovarasie ci flutura pe culmile lumii.

Azi nu imi pasa, azi ma respect, azi imi permit sa rad cu zgomot, sa ripostez… Strang  vise , sperante , idei si zile… Trag inca o gura de aer, respir… Sunt eu.

Simt… Aripile cresc, eu ma inalt… ma inalt… Zbor! Cred in mine… Cred in viata… Cred in voi.

Inchid ochii, ma afund intr-un imens abis… Creez! Exist! Stapanesc!

Imposibil? Fals! Pot avea lumea in palma mainii mele, printr-o simpla atingere , printr-o simpla iluzie.

Incredere… Puterea de a face ceva nou, incitant in fiecare zi.

Refuz orice-mi displace, accept orice care ma poate ridica de la pamant, orice care ma poate duce de la banal la magnific.

Timp, vreme, ore? Se pierd cand mintea mi-o ia razna… Cand totul pare a-mi apartine.

Un singur pas, o singura raza de speranta si mii de zambete… Si totul prinde viata… Culoare… Sunt Eu!

Ma pierd in universul meu… Totul e atat de posibil, de frumos.

Iubesc, doresc, daruiesc.

As avea atatea sa spun si totusi… Nimic. Totul pluteste in aer.

Nu privesc in urma, traiesc prezentul (privesc sper…) viitorul.

Incotro ma indrept??!  Spre… Spre… Taramul Nicaieri, acolo unde nu exista nimic, nu exista legi, reguli…  Acolo unde viata, natura, plantele, orice fiinta poate fi libera, se poate exprima in fel si chip… Acolo unde imaginatia o ia razna, acolo unde nu exista cuvantul “imposibil“

Regrete?… Lacrimi?… Durere?… Le-am pierdut, au ramas in urma… Arta, speranta si vointa au ingropat tot ce era negru, sobru si intunecat.

Libertatea de exprimare ma face sa cred, sa urc, sa simt gustul victoriei… Libertate, dulce suferinta!

Preferam sa fiu acolo… Si totusi sunt aici. Coincidenta? Destin?

Exist acolo unde “imposibilul“ nu s-a nascut… si nu se va naste ca sa ma cunoasca pe mine.

O noua zi, o noua gura de aer, un nou rasarit… Eu!

Sunt rupta de lume… Si totusi respir, creez.

Caut nimic, vreau totul si aspir la mai mult.

Doresti sa ma cunosti?… Cauta-ma acolo unde nu sunt, unde nu ma poti gasi… Cauta-ma acolo unde tot ce parea imposibil e acum mai mult decat posibil.

Iubesc sa traiesc, iubesc sa aud in fiecare dimineata cantecul pasarilor… Iubesc sa vad tot ce imi poate incanta ochii… Iubesc frumosul, natura, viata, oamenii… Fotografia… Libertatea, Dragostea.

Caut si deschid, ma deschid si ma inchid, cercetez, gresesc, invat.

In imensa mea dorinta de a urca zi de zi, clipa de clipa cate o treapta, din nenumaratele trepte ale vietii… m-am creat pe mine, m-am descoperit, caut noi orizonturi… Ma indrept spre infinitul meu.

Am invatat sa am mereu zambetul ascuns in inima… Sa nu fac tot ce pot, sa nu cred tot ce aud si sa nu spun tot ce stiu.

Vreau tot si nimic...

Eu aici… Eu dincolo… Eu nicaieri… Eu peste tot… Laura!

Motto : "An artist is an extension of God himself with a drop of art in the soul"

 

Who am I? It’s rather simple, I’d like to believe.

Words?… are worthless and can not say too much about me... I am what you can not imagine, I exist through what not everyone could see ... I am where you can not think I could be... I defy  the laws... I  challenge  life... And life still loves me.

Sometimes I have the soul of a foolish person. I hate my flaws, I love my qualities and I regret my mistakes... But I have learned to live with them. Sometimes I sleep too much, I go to bed too late, I dream with my eyes wide open... And I still live... I don’t regret what life has waken in me one day.
I often felt my soul beside my body, or far away, often without sense and without end. I explored the soul mysteries in nature, in smiles, in ideas. But he is a vagabond, it didn’t keep them company, it was wondering on the top of the world.

Today I do not care, I respect myself, today I can afford to laugh out loud, to retort... I’m collecting  dreams, hopes, ideas and days... I take  another breathe of air, I breathe... It’s me.

I feel... my wings are growing, I’m rising... high... I fly! I believe in me... I believe in life... I believe in you.

I close my eyes, loosing myself in a boundless abyss... I create! I exist! I possess!

Impossible? False! I can have the world in my hand, through a simple touch, by a mere illusion.

Confidence... The power to do something new, exciting every day.

I refuse anything I don’t like, I accept anything that can lift me from the ground, anything that can take me from trivial to magnificent.

Time,  hours? Are all lost when my mind goes crazy... when everything seems to be mine.

One step, a single ray of hope and thousands of smiles... everything comes to life... Colour... I'm ME!

I lose myself in my universe... everything is so possible… so beautiful.

I love,  I want,  I offer.

I would have so much to say and yet... nothing. Everything is floating in the air.

I do not look behind, I live the present  (hopefully looking for ...) the future.

Where am I heading to?! To... to ... nowhere land, where nothing exists, no laws, no rules... There where life, nature, plants, any soul can be free, can express themselves in so many ways...  There where imagination goes crazy and the word "impossible" does not exist.

Regrets?... Tears?... Pain?... have lost them, left behind... The art, the will, the hope have buried everything that was black, dark and grave.

The freedom of speech makes me think,  feel and  taste the victory... Freedom, sweet pain!

I rather  prefer to be there... And I’m still here. Coincidence? Destiny?

I exist there where "impossible" was never born... and will not be born to know me.

A new day, a new breath of fresh air, a new dawn... Me!

I’m isolated from this world... and I still breathe, I create.

Looking for anything, wanting all and aspiring more.

Do you want to know me?... look for me where I can’t be, where you can not find me ... look for me there where everything that seemed impossible is now more than possible.

I love to live, love to hear every morning the birds singing... I love to see everything that can enchant my eyes... I love beauty, nature, life, people...  photography... freedom, love.

Searching  and opening… I open and close myself , explore, analyze, I make mistakes, I learn.

In my immense desire to climb every day, one step each moment from the several steps of life... I’ve  created and discovered myself, I’m looking for new horizons... I'm heading to my infinity.

I learned to always have my smile  hidden  in my heart... to not do all what I could do, to not believe everything I hear and to not tell everything I know.

I want everything and nothing...

I’m  here...  I’m beyond... I’m  nowhere... I’m everywhere... I’m Laura!

Motto : "An artist is an extension of God himself with a drop of art in the soul"